Timeana

Hey, it's been a long time. Still not that good of a artist so I don't think I'll post much. I still love looking at everyones art. Anyway, I'm doing ok. Im tired but thats not unusual. I enlisted in the National Guard a couple months ago so . . . Hoo-AH!!! lol I'm now dating Jaime. Im not sure if i put that on here but I'm sure it was kinda assumed that we were dating, but now it's official, or it was as of October 12th, so we've been dating for a while now. Not that it means much since he's still in Michigan & I'm still in Ohio. On the other hand we get to see each other much more often. We got to see each other in December, which was

Well, he was gonna come to my town for the fair . . . . . That isnt gonna happen anymore . . . . I was so excited. . . . I wanna see him again so much . . . but he doesn't have enough money, he needs about 200 more dollars than he has. I can't help him with that. I wish I could. I want to see him . . . I want to have him here so we can be like a normal couple. I'm tired of being the only one of my freinds without a boyfreind. I'm tired of hearing them talk about it. I want to be with him like that! I want to get in trouble with mom & dad for staying out late on a date with him but noooo he has to live in michigan, I have to live in Ohio &

Well, I'm back I had so much fun, we hugged we cuddled, we kissed, we held hands It was amazing but now it's over I'm back home, he's headed back to Michigan. I'm still in Ohio God do I miss him. I know this sounds stupid but it literally feels like a part of me is missing or gone. No joke, it feels that way. God I sound so love sick & stupid I barely got to say goodbye to him too cause my mom was in such a hurry. I cried, still am & we left at 10 am God I need to stop Mom already yelled at me for it & I'm worrying dad. But I can't help it!!!!! I miss him!! & it does feel like I'm missing some part of me & it hurts!! Go